tonight me Debbie and Steven had one of our late night 3-way convos, and as usual i walk away with a little more revelation about myself.  i have to say having the friends i do Debbie, Steven, and so many others have really impacted me and helped me be a better person.  looking at where i was three years ago or even last year, to where i am now i am amazed.  Particularly tonight, discussing with my buddies how to approach situations and deal with them in a way that can encourage healthy relationships, they pointed out how much of a pushover i was.  (Seriously don't think i was as bad as they said) How i now try and talk things out with people. (Key word try)  I still have a ways to go but i have realized being open with people you really care about can make a world of difference.  Avoiding the situation, subject, or whatever . . . even pretending it doesn't bother me. . . can end up causing more confusion and hurt than being open and honest.   

Idk just kinda felt like typing that. 

I am now sixteen. january fith.

i plan to go to starbucks with my mom. go to the church and pray for awhile. i might buy myself a taylor swift cd . maybe hang out with some of my friends and have coffee. the only person i want to hang out with that is available is debbie. i llove her. lol

wow things are interesting.

my online bank account is prvoiding difficulties. i forgot my password.

I Am Legend.......